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This Is Not It

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Didn’t someone say
 these people and those people
“are used to being tortured”...




 
Hilde Domin 
 
 

 
 
 
 
Orienteering


My heart, this
 sunflower
 searching
 for the light.
 Which
 of the long gone
 shimmerings
 will you raise your head to
 in the dark days?
 
 

This Is Not It


This is not it
 that we are turned
 from evening to morning
 to evening
 on a sphere which we now know
 is blue
 which we see turning itself

this is not it

we are hanging head first into emptiness
 we are used to it

this is not it the conveyor belt which we are glued to
 from our manufacture in the womb
 from our packaging in
 boxes of all sizes and kinds
 together with others
 and at last in the smallest
 darkest
 alone
 in the smallest single cell
 as tight as the womb as windowless

we are used to it

Didn’t someone say
 these people and those people
“are used to being tortured”

This is not it
 we signed for all that a long time ago
 every night it gets signed
 for the children of every night
 the deal is made on the bed sheets
 sheets for birthing 
shrouds for the dead

You get turned on a blue sphere
 head first from light into darkness
 without noticing
 like the conveyor belt
 from loneliness to loneliness
 your handful of ashes

this is not it
 although this is it
 you forget it in nice weather
 the smallest conveyor belt is it
 this is not visible
 this isn’t signed
 this happens daily

On the great crater
 from which we all have to descend
 only you are lower down
 I am still higher up on the rim
 said an overseer in the concentration camp
 to those people still alive
 people who shovelled their own pit
 before their execution 
said he the executioner
 You are nearer the rim

No one knows how near we are to the rim
 that it turns
 it turns itself
 he was above and shoved them down
 with this consolation.


Translated into English by Elke Heckel and Meg Taylor

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